help me!!! T.T

wah!!! help me... im so gettin gila frm chem d!!! ToT 2molo organic chem test liao n i cant rmb most of da reagents, temperature bla bla... dunno y, but im so sick of chem 2day... hv 2 study... hv 2 finish chem homework....ARGGHH!!! i cant even think of flunking 2moro...n every test... later plks will slice me 2 many pieces n chao me cukup cukup!!!

anyway, i jux posted dis bcoz im so sien of chem d... 2day at skul, i realise da joy of doin a crossword puzzle... as long u do it wif ur close friend. :) pn mary gave us a crossword puzzle 2 do 4 muet 2day n 2 tell u da truth... i nvr realli enjoy crossword puzzles as i can never complete dem... i sumtimes attempt dem in newspapers n it alwayz end in a failure... so, i n grace started wif da puzzle n wif sum help frm our beloved tcher n sum cheatin... (we took sum answers frm da answer page in da crossword answer book), 4 da first time, we managed 2 complete a crossword puzzle!!! its realli fun when u do it wif a partner... as 2 heads r alwayz better than 1!!!

YES!!! 2molo is our special day 4 veteren prefects!!! da day we say sayonara 2 our boring n usually ridiculus prefect tugas!!! although most of us hv actually bid adios 2 our jobs a long time ago... :P no more listenin 2 siew poh scoldin crap (feel like givin her a good kick sumtimes... kekeh... sounds evil huh?? xP), no more tugas-ing at ridiculous places (can sumbody tell me y we hv 2 jaga da serambi budi, car park or other pointless places 2 work at??!! too many prefects izzit??), no more toleratin tcher's naggin... OH YEAH!!! after 6 yrs of dat...gimme a break...

since the retirement date is 2molo... i wont talk more bout it till then. now, hv 2 get back studyin bout ester, alcohol, alkene, amide, benzene.... %$#@&*%!!! +.+

PE 2day... 4 da 1st time in form 6!!! :P

hmmm... nothin really much 2 blog 2day...

but i had PE 2day... 4 da 1st time in form 6!!! really fun after more than a year without pe in skul n months without proper exercise... (imagine hw lazy i m!!! xP) we played badminton 2day... im abit embarassed as i can oni hit da wind instead of da shuttle!!! well, im been bad in any sports related wif rackets since 4ever!!! after PE realli tired n half dead... dun feel like studyin anymore... feel like sleepin in class all da time!!!

pn siti reckons dat we made history 2day 4 being da 1st form 6 class 2 hv a pe session... it all started when czx was lookin at da form 5 classes hving pe outside our class last tues n pn jolyena asked us if we miss pe n want 2 hv a session. of coz we say yes... n so we hv it 2day... im nvr a big fan of pe but i dun mind gettin out of da class 4 exercise once in while. :)

at last, my laptop back is up workin properly again!!! my pc kena virus liao n bcum gila gila d!!! so, hv 2 re4mat !!! (PLZ TCHERS!!! CLEAR UR LAPTOPS OF VIRUSESS 4 GOODNESS SAKE!!!) its so freakin frustrating... havin 2 install all my programs again n backup all my documents n files!!! ><

friday... 1st aug 2008... gt gud news n bad news... da gud news... im officially a retired prefect!!! no more boring tugas-ing n no more nagging n yelling frm pn. selvi n u noe who!!! YAY!!! :D Nw da bad news... gt organic chem test n i haven't be able 2 memorize everythin yet!!! =.=" conditions, temperature, reagents, pressure... wat is dis!!! ARRRGH!!! @@

farewell kavi...

25th July 2008...kavi's last day in our skul... he's goin 2 study marine engineering at melaka as he gt a full scholarship at akademi laut m'sia...i think... well, im nt dat close wif him but still he's a nice guy. i think our class is goin 2 miss him as he's da clown in our class n usually keep da class really alive!!! Our class is goin 2 be much quieter nw... (although our class will stil hv much supply of noise... wif wcc around!!!)

Here r some snaps frm his farewell gathering at minnas after skul yesterday... (click 2 enlarge...)

Good luck, kavi!!! Enjoy ur live n study well, k?? :)

Potentiometer... Frustrating!!!

tuesday... as usual 2day is chem exp day but last exp 4 stpm chem... we upper 6 science students go lab n do exp... well, 2day my group's exp is determining emf of a cell usin a potentiometer... its 1 frustrating exp i tell u!!! The results r so erratic!!! So, it started like dis... i take da potentiometer n im nt really sure hw 2 use it... its embarassing considerin im a physics student!!! (im da oni physics student in my group... the rest r all bio students) As usual... i can say im char siew pau ma... when comin 2 anythin physics like wat we all physics student wil usually sheepishly say (brainwashed by our dear physics tcher... :P) But dis is nt da case as im nt around when we r doin potentiometer during physics exp... so, here i am tryin 2 set da potentiometer but i got it set up anyway... wif help frm my fellow group members...

ok... all set up n we r ready 2 start...dis is da really infurating part... we hv 2 test wif different concentration of zinc sulphate labelled KA 1,2,3,4,5 n 6...n figure out da length of da potentiometer wif a jockey... i do all da until i reach KA 5 using da same salt bridge... nt realising we hv 2 change da salt bridge after every experiment!!! Sigh... my fault la... nvr read da procedure properly...So, here we go again... repeatin da experiment again due 2 my carelessness... thx salbiah... 4 alertin me bout my mistake... :) I thought repeating da exp is nt too bad as da results we obtained r gila gila anyway... but after repeatin da exp... the results i think r even crazier... up dwn... up dwn. I end up havin 2 change sum of da values 2 be able 2 draw da graph n my poor group members hv 2 troublesomely liquid n change da values which r otherwise impossible 2 be plotted into a proper graph... anyway, would like 2 thk my dear group member 4 helpin n being patient wif me n my occasional crankiness during all these experiments we do 2gather... n other frenz who r realli nice 2 help us abit 2 do our exp... n not 4gettin our beloved chem tcher too!!! ;) In dis potentiometer exp... thk goodness da questions given r simple n nt much explaining 2 do... so, we manage 2 finish our exp fast n no need 2 stay back despite the troubles 2day.

Dis mornin... i, grace n a few frenz r standin at da tapak pehimpunan yackin away... n our english tcher wanna park her car n suddenly gostan her car facing straight 2 us!!!(but of coz din crash us la... :) ) We were standin there like de stunned elves in da elf's bowling i play in my comp... waitin 2 be hit by a bowling ball...Wah!!! be careful tcher... we wanna be alive n sit 4 stpm!!! xP Nah... im exaggeratin it... it nothin actually... jux its quite funny n we can laugh bout it afterwards!!! ^^

5 more dayz 2wards de official retirement date 4 me, n my fellow form 6ers n form 5ers as prefects of smkbl!!! Lookin 4ward 2 dat day!!! :D

hari gerko 2day... nothin much... bored!!! zzz...

well, nothin much 2day... dis mornin went 2 skul 4 hari gerko n hari anugerah cemerlang... nope!!! i din go there coz im cemerlang... im jux 1 average, tormented form 6 student. i went there jux 2 take my prefect sijil. (PHEW!!! FINALLY... after quite a long time bcomin prefect of smkbl). im happy...finally i dun hv 2 tugas ever again!!! keke... no la... actually i hv 2 tugas 4 one more week b4 i n my fellow upper 6 n form 5 prefects r officially retired. (but we tugas like we r oredi semi retired!!!) Cant wait 4 dat day!!! :D

Back 2 da hari gerko topic, de day started wif i, grace, chong yee, n cck 'chasin' VIPs (pn vasu, en. santhakumar n en.chin) 2 pin (wat u call dat thing??... flowers??) on their shirts (saree in pn vasu's case). well, i was in charge of pn vasu... i was abit nervous... i rmb dat pn noriah said 2 me not 2 pull her clothes too hard 2 pin da flower or ELSE... (i leave dat 2 u...). well, pn vasu... bless her... when i n saw her in front of da office n offered 2 pin da flower, she requested 2 pin it herself. im glad as im quite nervous... Apparently, sumone hv accidentally poked her wif da flower in past skul events... Anyway, poor cck... he had 2 follow us everywhere, stand still n act cool holdin the tray containing the 3 flowers.

After dat, nothin really interesting happened... perbarisan, all those long n boring speeches, (at least dey dun talk too much crap ere like my former skul does few years back...) take certificate, persembahan... nothin really interestin... But im happy 2 c charlene again!!! long time din c her liao... she's studyin at UKM nw... WOW!!! im eager 4 uni life too!!! (but hv 2 work really harder if i wanna make it 2 local u... i cant enter local uni if my results stays like in mid year exam!!!)

Other than hari gerko, nothin much really happen 2day... im really bored 2 death!!! Anyway, dad came back 2day after 5 days in sabah... glad he's back... i kinda miss him edi!!! :)

Sumthin I try 2 remember...

i had read dis sumwhere n would like 2 share wif everyone...

THINGS I ( n YOU) SHUD TRY 2 REMEMBER:

1) Everybody Doesn't Have 2 love me:
Not everybody has 2 love me or even like me. I don't necessarily like everybody i know, so why shud everybody else like me?? I enjoy being liked n being loved, but if somebody doesn't like me, i will still be ok n still feel like i m an ok person. i cnot make sumbody like me, any more than someone can get me 2 like them. I dun nid approval all the time. If someone does not approve of me, i will still be ok.

2) It is OK 2 make mistakes:
Making mistakes is sumthin we all do, as we r all human n not perfect like God. So, i m still a fine n worthwhile person when i make them. There is no reason 4 me 2 get upset when i make a mistake. i m tryin, n if i make a mistake, i m goin 2 continue tryin. i can handle making a mistake. It is ok 4 others 2 make mistakes too. Its gud 2 4give each other as we all make mistakes too. I will accept mistakes in myself n also the mistakes dat other makes.

3) Other People r OK n I m OK:
People who do things i dislike r not necessary bad people. They shud not necessary shud be punished jux bcoz i dun like wat they do or did. There is no reason y other people shud be the way i want them 2 be, n there is no reason y i shud be the way sumbody else wants me 2 be. People will be watever they want 2 be, n i will be watever i want 2 be. I cnot control other people or change them. They r who they r; we all deserve basic respect.

4) I Don't Have 2 Control Things:
I will survive if things r different than wat i want them 2 be. I can accept things the way they r, accept people the way they r, n accept myself the way i am. There is no reason 2 get upset if i cant change things 2 fit my idea of how they shud be. There is no reason why i shud have 2 like everything. Even if i dun like it, i can live with it.

5) I am Responsible 4 My Day:
I m responsible 4 how i feel n wat i do. Nobody can make me feel anything. If i have a rotten day, i m the one who allowed it 2 be that way. If i have a great day, i m the one who deserves credit 4 being positive. It is not the responsibility of other people 2 change so that i can feel better. I m the one who is in charge of my life.

6) I Can Handle It When Things Go Wrong:
I dun need 2 watch out 4 things 2 go wrong. Things usually go jux fine, n when they dun, I can handle it. I dun have 2 waste my time n energy worrying. The sky wont fall in; things will be ok.

7) It is Important 2 Try:
I can. Although i may be faced with difficult tasks, it is better 2 try than 2 avoid them. Avoiding a task does not give me any opportunities 4 success or joy, but trying does. Things worth havin r worth the effort. I might not be able 2 do everythin, but i can do sumthin.

8) I Am Capable:
I dun need someone else 2 take care of my problems. I m capable. I can take care of myself. I can make decision 4 myself. I can think 4 myself. I dun have 2 depend on sumbody else 2 take care of me.

9) I Can Change:
I dun have 2 be a certain way bcoz of wat has happened in the past. Everyday is a new day. Its silly 2 think i can't help being the way i am. Of coz i can... I can change.

10) Other People Are Capable:
I cant solve other people's problems 4 them. I dun have 2 take on other people's problem as if they were my own. I dun need 2 change other people or fix up their lives. They r capable n can take care of themselves, n can solve their own problems. I can care n be of some help, but i cant do everythin 4 them.

11) I Can Be Flexible:
There is more than one way 2 do sumthin. More than 1 person has had good ideas that will work. There is no one n only 'best' way. Everybody has ideas that r worthwhile. Some may make more sense 2 me than others, but everyone's ideas r worthwhile, n everyone has sumthin worthwhile 2 contribute.

Well, dats all folks!!! :) im oso tryin 2 rmb n follow wat is written up dere. Hope dis can be sumthin interesting n a guide 2 everyone!!! :)

i'm decided...

i hv decided... im NOT retakin my muet test again.
why?? i think dat i will nt be able 2 go through da speaking test again... Besides, i will hv 2 face a new format n struggle like nobody's business... hmmm... report writing, subjective format 4 listening?? i wil pass...

Anyway, y struggle n suffer another test if da course im interested in da future doesn't even nid a band 5 for muet?? i rather concentrate more on my stpm... its oni 116 dayz away n i can't even pass physics yet!!! @.@ i oso rather work harder 2 try scoring better 4 de other subjects... (C's n partial passes r jux nt really gud enough... =.='') which will be important in order 2 get a decent course n a decent uni.

Damn muet... 219+1=220. Wats next??

220 is da marks i needed 2 get a band 5 4 da muet...
219 is my total marks...

1 more mark!!! 1 more n i wil get a band 5 in my muet n i wil run away happy n jump high 2 de sky... unfortunately, i oni got a band 4 n dis makes me upset, disappointed, cranky, n u name it!!! ARRRRRRGH!!! GERAM BETULLL!!!

well, i noe my speaking test wil really suck as i actually nearly froze n can hardly speak well during da test. but 4 writing, its so totally unacceptable 4 me... really, 45 out of 75?! dis got 2 be da worst marks i ever got in a writing paper in my whole life!!! as 4 listening n reading, i think i did ok ok le... nt too bad... Still, speaking hv been my main downfall... i oni gt 24 out of 45...

so, hmmm... shud i retake my muet?? As da nxt muet will be in da new format... report writing... listening which nid 2 be written... (WAT THE!!!) , i may will be havin a hard time if i retake muet.
NOT 4getting my worst nightmare... speaking test AGAIN!!! @.@ But, i may hv a shot in reaching a band 5 if i do... hmmm

haizzzz.... wat shud i do nw???

Holla!!!

well well well... my 1st posting ere...

im alwayz tot im 2 lazy 2 blog but seein many other ppl posting their blogs... so i decided 2 pen mine as well

2molo... judgement day 4 muet exam... i wil noe whether i did gud enough 2 merit a good band (band 5 at least). 4 today, i wil jux hv 2 calm dwn, pray n hope 4 da best... i jux dun wan 2 do badly in my test n face da nightmare resitting muet...fidgetin n shivering in front of da examiners in da speaking test all over again... NO!!! n not da sickenin report writing...