Another usual day... and oh, easter night! :)

Well, overslept today..... :P I slept at 3.30 am yesterday (Don't ask me why... :P) and when i woke up... it's already 11.30 am! Oh no! I have to quickly rush to the shower, get changed and drive out to buy lunch! My brother's will be back from school at 12.30 pm.... so, i must make sure i get lunch by then. Thank goodness mom is back home is late today... or I will be in for a long lecture for sure... lol :P

Anyway... looking forward to Breaking The Egg easter event tonight! :D It will so much fun meeting with my youth members and making new friends at the same time, acting in a sketch... (For those who are really interested in what I'm going to act as... well, look at two posts below, you will get an idea there (: ), knowing what easter really means and of course... the FOOD! :P I will try to get some pics from the event and post it on my bloggie tomorrow... (But, I WON'T post the video of the sketch if there is any... so, don't bother asking, k? :) It's not a good idea showing the video to the public... lol ==")

Random photos for the day... (I found these pics somewhere around my house! LOL!)

Me when I was around 1 I think... Making myself comfortable on that swing :) ~~~

My 2nd birthday... Found this pic hanging around somewhere on my study table ~~~

A 6-year-old me.... Cute? :P ~~~

EASTER!!! :D

YAY!!! EASTER NIGHT TOMORROW!!! :D

Ok, I don't wanna sound like I'm advertising but what to do during easter? How about joining us for a night for fun, games and knowing what easter means? Look at the pic below...

I admit... I scanned my invitation template for this pic :P ~~~ I don't have the soft copy of it with me!!!

There will be food, games and a skit (me also involved!). Everyone is welcome! Anyone wants to come, just call, sms or msn me or any of the CBC youth members ok? :) We hope that we can have more people to join in the fun! :)

Ok... enough advertising... now back to my expressions.... Well, nothing much really today... just the usual computer hogging, teaching aka torturing my brothers, TV, lying around being bored and so on. Well, being alone at home for most of the day makes it nothing interesting today. So, I will have nothing else to pen today. :( Anyway......

P.S: Liverpool 1 Chelsea 3.... NOOO!!! ==" Well, not that I'm really bothered... but this caused my annoying brother <-- (A Chelsea Fan... ==") to gloat in front of me for the whole day!!! GRRR!

Dot-dot thing, pics, acting dead and..............

Ok... today I had to do something I have always hate to do... teaching..... Now, most of you know that I'm a terrible teacher... It all started when my 1st brother, Adrian came back announcing he had Maths homework to do. I asked him which topic. He told me the 'something dot dot something'. I was staring at him and saying a loud HUH??! I continued... what are you crapping about? What dot-dot thingy? :o :o :o He said the thing dot-dot thingy la.... You so *stupid one ah? Everyone also knows what is that!* <--- (I was starting to be really mad when I heard this... starting from the word 'stupid' ==") I was thinking... DUDE!!! How am I supposed to understand what you are babbling about... I had been studying maths for many years and I never heard of the 'dot-dot' thing or whatever. Ok, nevermind... I checked out his work and found out he was actually talking about 'Ratios'... (Explanation: Ratios are supposed to be written in this form --> x:y. Well my brother described the 'x' as a thing, the ':' as 'dot-dot' (OMG! ==') and 'y' as another thing...) . I glared at him and sheepishly said... where am I supposed to start if you don't even know the chapter is known as 'ratios'?! He just shrugged at me... (How dare he??!! :o)

So, the lesson starts... I was struggling to the max... You see... the problem is I may know lots of something but I will struggle to explain it to other people... I swear my brother did not get what I was teaching (babbling) at all! And there's another problem... my bro is a stubborn guy! He will insist on his own way! So, I spent the whole time there yelling more than teaching I think... lol

Oh yeah... I overheard this brother of mine telling mom that he wants to be a prefect. Upon hearing that... i was feeling like BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! Oh, please.... Adrian becoming a prefect?! Don't make me laugh.... Not that I'm evil and wanna put him down (I was a prefect in my ex-school but I was a rebel... :P)... but with his personality?? (shy, quiet, naïve) He's going to be bullied by other students I tell you... Anyway, no more comments from me about that....

BTW, a random shot I took with my phone's camera... (I was bored... as usual :P)

Posing ~~~ Nothing better to do... lol :P
EDIT: Oh crap, I didn't notice that my mirror was super dirty! LOL! =="

Anyway, just came back from Easter's skit practice in church just now. I still can't stop GIGGLING! :P Calm down Vivian! Dead people are not supposed to smile or laugh!!! :P ~~~

A random post....

Well, just simply posting out of boredom...

Today is a pretty bad day... Got nagged for almost the whole day, computer not functioning properly, headache............. ARGH!!! I just wanna yell out loud!!! Oh well, there is a bright side at least... I'm getting my March's salary pretty soon.... after waiting for quite a while... wonder why is it so hard for my ex-company to sign a cheque and bank it in. FINALLY! Coz I'm really kinda short of money now... lol :P

Anyway, just tidied up my study table today. Let's play spot-the-difference! :P

BEFORE: A jungle, forest, mountain, junk pile... whatever you want to call it... This is typical Vivian :P ~~~

AFTER: This is so NOT VIVIAN!!! Empty and neat study table is usually not in my dictionary! :P

Personality Test

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
My comment: Hmmm... kinda true... But I'm not too sure about the 'efficient problem solver' part...


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
My comment: True, true.... wait.... attractive?? :o

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
My comment: Indeed! Hey, this quiz isn't bad.... :P

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
My comment: Plenty of dates?? :o I haven't even get one till today... =="

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
My comment: Not true!!! Working isn't fun!!!! ~~~

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
My comment: This is kinda true.... :o

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
My comment: OMG!!! This is sooo true!!! :o

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
My comment: Indeed!!! Wow... this quiz is something... :o

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
My comment: 1st line... Errr... I'm not too sure bout that... 2nd line.... it's so myself!!! :o


Well, this is the results from the personality test I took here... I have already written everything I had to say... True or not.... you be the judge, k?? :)

Grrrrrrr!!!

ARRGH!!! WHAT ON EARTH IS HAPPENING TO MY COMPUTER??!!

I feel like giving it a good kick at the moment... why? Because it won't stop lagging! Don't get me wrong... it's still usable but just barely (somehow, I still managed to post my frustrations here)... Grrr... it's driving me up the wall now... This is what I'm been doing with my computer the whole day.

1) Open windows media player to listen to Linkin Park, waited 5 minutes, then only windows media player started to show up but no song! Another 5 minutes later, only the song started playing... 10 minutes to start a song! :X
2) Open MSN... Sign in, and wait for it to lag for around 5 minutes before it is ready... then try to scroll to look at who's online... that also lags for a few seconds... then, wanna talk with someone, convo window takes few minutes to open and typing a convo is also a pain... :( (Okay, chill Vivian...)
3) Open Firefox... takes a few minutes to open and reach google (my homepage), then click the bookmark icon at my sidebar trying to get to Mobiles24 only to lag for a few minutes before finally opening and ready for browsing, then after some posting, try to get into FB... oh I won't elaborate more... (Chilll... don't get mad...)
4) Plug in my flash into my computer, wait for a good 15 minutes for it to load and open... If that wasn't bad enough... deleting ONE file in my pendrive takes a painful 2 minutes to complete... (Okay, this is starting to be really too much...)
5) Plug in my camera's SD card to transfer some photos... takes another good 15 minutes to open... Click 'My Pictures' folder and wait 10 minutes for it to open and load everything. Right-click somewhere, wait 30 seconds then, the command window pops out, click new folder, wait another 30 seconds, new folder pops out and even renaming the folder is a pain... Then, go to the photos in my SD card, highlight everything and drag the pics slowly and painfully to the new folder. Total time taken to transfer 3 bloody photos... 40 MINUTES! (OMG...............)
6) Open a Microsoft word document to help print something for mom.... waited 10 minutes for the document to show up.... click print... then my printer start printing... 15 MINUTES LATER... (........****)
7) Saw an interesting link... click it... computer starts freezing for around 3 minutes, then starts moving again... firefox shows up another 10 minutes later... opens... then freezes for around 5 minutes before finally ready for navigation. (#%@&#$*!!!!!!!)

It's so freakin' frustrating! Can anyone help me deal with a lagging computer like mine?! Looks like I really have to reformat it soon.... :( :( :(

Anyway, plans for tomorrow --> Clean up my study table... Reasons? Look below... exam is over for over 3 months already and still...... well, see by yourselves... (P.S:: Ignore the dates on the pic...)

Like a jungle~~~

EDIT: The photo takes 15 minutes to upload as well!!! :S

The Real Me.....

Here is the analysis:

1.You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
My comment: Well, I'm not too sure about the self-confidence and full of charm part... :S

2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
My comment: Pretty true.... except for the 1st line...

3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
My comment: Indeed... this is so true, i think.

4. Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.
My comment: Oh, I don't know about this... :S

Well, out of boredom... I just did the quiz here. While I think it's kinda true to a certain extent... :S still... you be the judge, ok? :)

Bored....

Well, I'm just bored out my can today. Nothing much really....been sitting and watching the paint to dry for almost the whole day. :( Well, out of boredom, I just changed my blog layout. As my old layout have been there for many months already and I had lost my liking for the colour pink already, why not change it when I have nothing to do at all? :)

End of a chapter...

Peek-a-boo!!!

31st March 2009, 5.03pm..... I walked out of my office for the last time. So, today is the first day of my freedom till university starts around July i think.... I only worked for 3 months but it gives me lots of experiences and memories... good and bad ones... Well, I'm glad I finally don't have to spend the whole day in the office anymore... that's pretty boring... :P But I do feel pretty bad leaving some of the friends I met in my company... Ok, I don't have many true friends in the company, most them are just... not to say they are not friends, but we just have the typical colleague-colleague relationship (except one person... I won't name her here), I do meet some really nice people at my workplace... For those who make my time in the company a happier one (I hope you know who you are), thank you :) And a special thanks to Yin Peng who has helped me alot and being with me during my time of work... (helping me in the real work and and entertaining me during lunch time... Sorry if I bugged you lots... lol :P)

These are some things I learned during my 3 months of working:- (some only applicable to me :P)
1) Never take up accounts in university... It's pretty BORING! lol :P
2) Don't take insults to the heart... if someone hurts you... IGNORE the person (I learned this the hard way)
3) Some really basic accounts skill that you most probably need later in life... (although it's quite boring)
4) Learn how to speak chinese well... it will make life much easier... lol (Oops.... :P)
5) Enjoy your holidays to the fullest... they don't come by so often....
6) Enjoy your time as a student while you can (I can't believe I said this!!! xD) Because it's much better than working life.
7) Enjoy it while your parents are still paying for all your stuff!!! (LOL! xD)

So, what's my plan now? Hmmm... I'm not too sure yet for these few months but I'm definitely going to rest for some time before university starts. When I need some money, than maybe I can take up those 'pay as you work' jobs. But I'm looking forward to all those time I can go online, watch movies and shop all I want. :D And since I'm studying IT later in university (most of you already know that I think), maybe I can learn something more about computers abit.

List of things to do during this break:-
1) Reformat my laptop... (This 8-month-old machine is behaving like a 5-year-old machine :( )
2) Watch all the movies I have in my house which I haven't watch
3) Go shopping with Yin Peng for her new handphone
4) Upload more on M24
5) Practice playing my PS2 again... I'm so rusty in it already
6) Go for more swimming in the pool
7) Chat more on MSN (LOL! :P)
8) Tidy up my study table... it's messy beyond description... lol
9) Read some novels
10) Meet some ex-classmates who I haven't met for ages

So, that's all for today. I crapped too much already. So long! :)

...........What's the results?

Okay, this is my 2nd post for today. So, this means I'm in a good mood. :)

At 12.30pm I arrived at 8th mile high... I was praying and praying that I will get a decent result. Suddenly, Pn. Cheah saw me and gave me a BIG fright! She asked me 'what's wrong with you?!' I was really shocked and gulping... I thought, OOPS!!! Did I flunk badly? OH NOOO!!!!! Then, she asked me, why do I look so shrunken now... (You can blame my boss for that I think... she's usually the one who stress me out) So, after she said that... I thought okay... maybe this isn't sooo bad after all... My hand was shaking actually when I signed a paper in order to take the results slip.

This is how my results look like:

Pengajian Am (General Paper): A (I was surprised when I see this, I didn't expect an A at all...)
Mathematics T : B- (Okay, not too good but I don't remember doing too well for this paper)
Chemistry: B- (Remember how much I whined about this paper? :P)
Physics: C+ (Okay, I know C isn't a really good grade but those who know me well should know how I used to flunk physics all the time...)

CGPA: 2.92 out of 4.oo

With the CGPA I got, I definitely will be able to enter a good private university and may got a chance for a place in a local university. So, wait till June and see which uni i enrol in. :)

And thanks alot to my parents, teachers and friends. Without support and guidance from you guys, I will never archive this decent results. :D

10th March 2009, 15.38

........... Worried :(

Yes people, I'm back here for good after been missing for around 5 months... because of exams, work, and (mainly) plain laziness... :P

Anyway, not really in the mood now to write that much today, so this will gonna be a short post... really nervous about how did I do in my previous BIG exam and will my results be enough to get into a decent course and university.

As, i'm writing this post, 4 hours left till judgment... No, i mean results will be passed... So, i'm not elaborate more till then. I just thought of raising my blog back from the dead coz i'm trying to be calm now and thought posting will take my mind off the thing a little bit.

So, depends on my mood, i may be writing more later in the day. If I'm feeling good, than I will be wrinting another post today. If not, maybe another day.....

For now, ta-ta friends! :)

10th of March, 08.11

im back!!!

hehe... one big fat pumpkin huh?? i snapped dis at one of de agricuture farms at cameron highlands. ^^

yes, i jux came back frm cameron late sun after a weekend getaway wif my whole family... my parents actually decided 2 bring us dere as my 2 bros had nvr make it 2 cameron b4 dis... as 4 me, i last went dere wif de church youths (realli fun trip!!!) but still its realli nice 2 go dere again... well, we visited lots n lots of places... everywhere can stop...we will stop wan... ^^

the top 2 things we did dere r:

1) EAT... EAT n EAT!!!!!

2)WALK n WALK... (lots of exercise huh... so, hardly gained weight frm all da eatin)

its realli COLDDD at cameron on da time we visited esp. at nite... i can hardly sleep frm da cold... so, i came back realli sleepy n worn out... mom n dad brought lots of vege n yummy strawberries dere... (strawberries r all wiped out after a day however... thx 2 our greedy mouths!!! xD) i jux esp. luv da sweet potatoes n jagung-s dere... they r realli sweet!!! But de jagung-s we bought... got 25 pieces... but end up 6 left oni... coz the other 19 pieces rosak liao... DAMN!!! x(

i still hv loads more of photos but im too lazy 2 upload coz it takes 4ever 2 even upload ONE photo...

well, i noe im been MIA 4 more than 1 month... dis is bcoz im was bz preparing 4 my trials... n abit of pure laziness... hw's my trial?? 2 sum it in one word... MISERABLE!!! i guess i wont be updating my blog dat often anymore dis few months... i need 2 realli spend more time wif my books!!!!!

Sushi!!! Yummy!!! :P

my green tea!!!
miso soup!!!
sashimi set!!! :D
Sushi!!! YUM!!!
Ramen noodle... look abit like maggi mee though... :(

2day, i, mom, dad n my 2 bros go n makan japanese food at sakae sushi @ the curve!!! at first, we din plan 2 go dere... coz my dad feel like eatin bak kut teh at first... den suddenly, i, mom, n my 2 bros (which is weird as dey dun usually like japanese food)... hv a carving 4 japanese meal 2day. My dad dun realli agree at first... he says dat japanese meal will realli burn a big hole in his pocket... (which is kinda true acually... japanese food r pricey!!!) But since we havent eat japanese food 4 quite a long time (except my parents who jux came back frm japan 2 weeks ago... xP) n we eat dem once in da blue moon anyway, so my dad agree lo... Furthermore, i n my 2 bros had nvr step into the curve b4 2day... somehow...

well, hows da food?? well, i kinda like da miso soup... the taste is good but mom reckons its quite empty compared 2 da real japanese miso soup (well, wat do u expect?! xD) But i realli like da sushi n sashimi ere... dey r realli fresh n dey r much bigger n better than the ones u usually eat at sushi king!!! OF COZ...wasabi is realli a MUST 4 a wasabi lover like me!!! (but it nearly reduce me 2 tears once as i put too much on my sushi...)

after da sushi n sashimi, mom had a carving 4 sum ramen... so we ordered it n tried it... its kinda a disappointment... the ramen looks abit like maggi mee cooked in a miso soup... haih... nvm la... at least the other dishes r good!!! n im bloated after leaving the restaurant!!! :P

1st day of holiday!!! :D

hey hey... im stil alive n kickin!!! ^^ back in ere bloggin after 2 weeks missin in action!!!

2day is officially da 1st day of holiday!!! yeah!!! ;) im so happy!!! finally there is a few dayz i can reali sleep n sleep all i wan!!! nowadayz realli bz n i dun hv time 4 sweet dreams... nt even saturdays!!! (as sat oso gt skul T.T)

but wait... dun get too happy vivian... y?? coz trial is jux around da corner... 1 week after da holidayz 2 be exact!!! WAT!!! y so fast ler... haih... looks like i stil hv 2 study n study!!! haih... so lazy la... i dun feel like studyin at all... esp physics!!! my head is goin 2 burst coz of all da formulae i hv 2 memorize...(dun ask me 2 derive the formulas... im rotten at dat!!!) n dun 4get da 7 graphs n 4 pemahaman-s dat pn siti gave b4 da holidayz!!! y ler... u torturing us like dat tcher?? i noe PA is realli important but dun u noe dat we still hv 3 extremely important n hard subjects 2 study n cnot afford 2 fail???

yesterday nite i din study coz i watch badminton final... terrible la!!! chong wei... y ler?? wats wrong wif u yesterday?? T.T Still, its beijing after all n u ppl dun expect lin dan 2 lose rite?? but it still sux esp seeing da teruk scoreline... nvm la... at least u win m'sia's 1st medal after 12 long years n i, as a malaysian... am still proud of u, chong wei!!! :)

Adiós pengawas!!! :D

Let rewind back to 2002... at smkbl

i was an innocent form 1 kid (but evil 2day!!! keke ^^). one day, while sittin in da science lab listenin attentively 2 da lesson taught (i think so!!!), suddenly... pn ng came 2 da lab n started callin me n a few other classmates out of da bio lab n 2 da canteen nearby. i was wanderin... y is pn ng callin us out?? den in da canteen, she announced 2 us dat we r chosen as prefects!!! WOW!!! i was so excited!!! after years of bcomin a librarian in primary skul n gettin sick of it, i tot bcomin a prefect will be great!!! so here i was... workin n tugas-ing enthusiasticly n was an angel... i alwayz cum 4 tugas veri punctually... if 12.30pm must be at tugas d... den i wil be dere b4 12.30pm!!! Since we were oni pengawas percubaan, i was so worried dat i will be kicked out of da prefect board, so i was an angel of a prefect. well, i did survive da percubaan period n a new chapter at my life... officially a full-fledged prefect!!! oh boy!!! i was so enthusiastic, eager... etc...etc... All was good till da next yr when i moved 2 my ex-skul, smkpbp 1

Now, lets fast forward almost 6 years later to 1st aug 2008... at smkbl again

HAPPY DAY!!! i was so eager 2 come 2 skul... y?? i will be an officially retired frm my pengawas duties!!! YAY!!! i n my fellow senior prefects were sittin on da chairs prepared 4 da VIPs (us!!!) n nicely basking on da joy of nt hving 2 tugas anymore while waitin 2 receive our memorablia frm our skul pengetua n watchin da new prefects n ajk of 2008/2009 receive their name tags (i oni wore mine once in da blue moon!!! haha) n baca their so called ikrar pengawas. The new, fresh-faced prefects look so innocent... esp da form 1s!!! hmmm... maybe dey havent noe wat dey will face yet as a pengawas...keke

im so glad im spared frm anymore prefect duties!!! u see... i actually lost my enthusiasm of bcomin a pengawas a long long time ago... since middle of form 2 to be exact... (a far cry frm 6 yrs ago huh?? (: ) no thx frm da pressures n da scoldings i received as a pengawas... (esp. at my ex-skul... i hate my prefect life dere...) Bcomin a prefect oso means dat u will lose da freedom u got as a normal student n i longed 4 dat since a long time ago... well, nvm... as long i got my bonus koko marks n my sijil 4 my job. to tell da truth... i oni bcum a prefect again in lower 6 back in smkbl coz i wan da bonus marks as my koko marks is usually pathetic... nt bcoz of enthusiasm like 6 yrs ago... another good thing... bcomin a pengawas actually turn me eviller (is dere such word??) over da years!!! heheh... ^^

well, so long n adiós pengawas!!! :D to da new batch of prefects... gud luck n 'enjoy' ur job!! (evil grin...)